Today has started out dark and dreary... both in weather and with my emotional state. The last couple of days have been difficult for me for many reasons and I have been worn thin.
I wonder what the future holds for me as I try to get my head around many things that are happening in my life. For now, my crazy schedule, due to the plethora of kid activities, has me hopping. I wish I could say that the activities keep my mind from wandering to places it shouldn't go, but, they don't.
I need something. I don't know what. This is a problem.
I have a list of things I want to do. No resources to really do them right. I have a list of things that I am unhappy with or about. Most of the time, I don't have the energy to face them, let alone figure out a way to conquer or change them.
For now, I go to work, I come home and I do the best I can with what I have to work with. For now, this will have to be enough.
2 comments:
Usually, this harsh realization is the first step to an uphill path to the answers you're looking for. Also remember you're bound to have bad days along with the good, and whatever kind of day it is, you're well and much loved.
Very true. I miss you guys! Maybe I'll plan a trip this summer? It has been almost two years since we've seen each other. I can't believe it's been that long but it has.
*hugs* Hang in there!
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